and I’m over it,
I’m over it,
I promise I’m over it.
But it still hurts sometimes.
There is nothing romantic about death. Grief is like the ocean; it’s deep and dark and bigger than all of us and pain is like a thief in the night. Quiet, persistent, unfair; diminished by time and faith and love.Samantha Walker (via satans-ghost)
It all just seems so fake; this idea that good things happen to good people and and there’s magic in the world and the meek and righteous will inherit it. There’s too many good people who suffer for something like that to be true; there’s too many prayers that get unanswered. Everyday we ignore how completely broken this world is and we tell ourselves it’s all going to be okay, you’re all going to be okay but it’s not okay and once you know that there’s no going back. There’s no magic in the world; at least not today there isn’t.Haley James Scott (via satans-ghost)
I have to tell myself to just be happy but I don’t feel happy and when I try to change it; when I try to remember what being happy felt like, I can’t. I don’t feel joy, I don’t feel inspired; I feel numb.Haley James Scott (via satans-ghost)
Do old scars ever stop hurting?Stephen King, The Shining (via dstroyeed)
95% of the time I feel absolutely nothing but that 5% of the time I feel everything all at once.(via sadnessismyhome)